Dresses

I was always wearing a dress. In most of the photos of me in all of our photo albums, I am wearing a little dress of some sort. I was a very girly little girl. I loved Barbies and Dollies and my play kitchen. When I grew older, I started to hate wearing dresses. It might have been a mixture of how bad I thought I looked in them, a lot of the styles of dresses I was put in were really ugly, and the fact that I started to act more like a boy. There were never many girls to play with so I really only had my brothers and their friends to play with. We rode bikes and played in the dirt and the sandbox. Sometimes, when they would leave me out and not want to play with me, I would cry about being a little girl instead of a little boy. I knew that they didn't want to play with me because I was a girl. I wanted to be included  and play games with them. I didn't want to be a girly little girl anymore. It was so lonely with no other little girls to play with. A lot of times I had to play alone in my play kitchen and had no one to talk to but my dollies and stuffed toys.